Ticking (7)

I feel weird.

I feel like whistling. I feel like...

I dunno.

Can't stop looking at the sky....and my fingers...they've gone numb...

Rumbling in my throat...

Brian's staring at me funny as I write this

finger...his fingers are mocking my typing

i can hear them

deathwatches

tickingtickingticking

claws claws claws caws caws caws

ravens, blackbirds, eagles, firebirds, phoenixes

inside of me

a nest

somehow reached inside

when did i agree to this?

uhgggg I feel like my insides are about to implode

Nat's asking if I'm alright

I'm alirhgt, I'mfgsfdgfh